First I would like to wish all muslim Selamat Hari Raya. Raya sebulan mah.. So still not too late.
Many things happened during my absence from the bloggersphere.
My beloved cat of 14 years passed away. Retak seribu my hati.
And just 2 weeks before Hari raya, my favourite uncle passed away due to heart attack. Itu retak sejuta hati dan diri I. He was my witness during my wedding... aside from my dad of course, he play apart in my growing up. He was the one who teach me Wings, Search, Red hot chilli paper, Paula Abdul, Vanilla ice, etc. We sang to Isabella together, He memories it and me at that time still straining my eyes reading from the cassette casing with teeny tiny wording.
He was the one I went to asking for advice when choosing my diploma course. He was the one I went to when I decide to pursue my degree. He was the one I went to to discuss about my wedding. And he was the kecoh one, the wife especially when I announce that I was pregnant. Once they knew that it's a girl. Like the typical makcik makcik in this case the rare pakcik, bought a gold bangle for little N. And at that time, she was not even born!!!!!!
He was one cool uncle, even going to concert with S. Mingle and lepak with S friends some more!!!
Arwahnya let behind my beloved aunty and his 2 sons, eight and ten. My aunt is from Indonesia. She was hysterical . Who would not be, if your beloved was taken in just a few second in front of your eyes.
After a week of missing school the boys returned to school. Instead of receiving Hari Raya cards, they received well wishes and condolences cards from their classmates. It breaks my heart to read each and every card from them
In tears I sent you my doa .. Muga Allah cucuri Rahmat ke atas Roh mu, Ya Allah Ampunkan segala Dosa2 nya & Tempatkan dia digolongan Umat yg Beriman. Amiin Amiin Amiin Ya Rabbal Alamin
Once I did have a thought.. how fortunate the people who pass away in the month of Ramadan cause Allah SWT choose them specifically to pass on in this holy month but was also wondering how the family must have felt then.
Now I know.
Will definitely miss you alot Cik Mok.. al-fatihah.
Now I know.
Will definitely miss you alot Cik Mok.. al-fatihah.
Mama dinah hug u tight tight mummy fei.
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